Whilst trying to write a draft on my S4 for the Anaphora, my S4 decided to hang on me, I got so desperate at 2am, I woke my brother up just to figure out what’s wrong. He wasn’t happy to be woken up but he managed to restart it, but my draft was gone!!! I started afresh at 2:18am and wrote about my angina attacks instead. Had an attack yesterday afternoon. Actually I always forget to take my meds on time, but my mom makes sure I do. Aren’t moms and not so little brothers great?
I desperately clutch my chest
Sudden acute stabbing attacks
Heart is seriously in a mess
I desperately bite my lips
To stop from screaming out loud
Don’t want unwanted attention from the crowds
I desperately need my pills
Small, white tablet for my ills
Nitroglycerin slowly dissolving under my tongue
I desperately find a bench
A few minutes till chest pains relieved
Sit and wait with hands clenched.
I desperately wish I could drink water
Wash away the tingling sensation
Side-effect I wished the doctor mentioned
I desperately need a painkiller
Headaches and lightheadedness start
Medicine is finally working hard for my heart.